I find myself praying for you in the mornings before the sun rises. I whisper your name and pray for blessing, encouragement and provision. Mostly, though, I pray for God to put a new song in your heart. I remember those early mornings when your face was the first thing we saw at our door….. face beaming in the already hot, tropical sunlight. You were aglow, knowing you were loved because God had given you a new song in the early morning hours. And so I pray for new songs, whispered by the breath of God, come alive with your gift of music.
You played for me, entertained us for hours with your gift. I loved making beautiful harmonies with the melodies you sang out. You filled our house away from home with music, life and laughter.
You became my teacher. I couldn’t ever quite grasp the Cuban rhythms or phraseology of some of your songs… but you taught me of simplistic faith. Stripped of luxuries, comforts, conveniences and companionship, you were a shining beacon of simple faith. You showed me what it means to follow Jesus without baggage and with total abandon.
You became my friend. You took such care of our family, always putting us first. You asked for nothing in return. I crave the meals you made for us….. your meals taste like Cuba to me. Mostly, though, I miss the hours spent around the table, talking and praying, playing and laughing. Those were holy moments.
You became my brother. You were the form of the body of Christ at her best…. laying aside all self-interest and loving me, your sister in Christ, as yourself and more. I never doubted you would lay down your life for me, not even in the beginning. I don’t know the exact moment we became family. Maybe it was my life-altering moment on the roof? But I feel that you are my brother with every fiber of my being. My brother. My brother. My brother. What more fitting a label than that?
I miss you. We all do. Our family talks of you often. We wonder what you’re doing, who you’re with, whether you have food and money for transportation. But I know down to my core that wherever you are…. whatever miles you are walking on long dusty roads to serve…… I know that you are not alone. I know your Savior walks with you, and I know he is giving you songs.
I only wish I were there to hear you sing them.
Your sister in Christ,